#1 worst feeling in the world:

disappointing people.

i'm deeply sorry to the people i have let down recently...
Pip, Bettina, Jeff (Bishop), Sarah and Alec, my mom, Andrew, Katie, and all those whom i have bailed on and failed to get in touch with.
i love you SO SO much...i don't take you for granted...and i wanted you all to know that. i owe you all my right arm for putting up with me.

love, colleen

ps...getting sick is no fun either...maybe the #9 worst feeling. i'm sorry for everyone who's sick. you probably got it from me when i sneezed 200 mph last night.

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