~novel thought~

i really need to stop relying on certain things to happen in order to be happy. i need to stop depending on other people to make me feel worthwhile, because people are faulty. no one has necessarily wronged me...i'm just still so very insecure. i really rediscovered this over the last day or so. and i'm achey.
the Lord was so good at Oakbridge. i hope i can apply even a fraction of His Word to my life. how do i begin to comprehend it...? how do i weave it into places where i still feel so much conflict...

i'm tired right now so that's probably not helping my melancholy.

pictures &c soon...

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