Friday, August 22

my brain is trying to subvert me

know what i get tired of?
making a willful, concerted effort at trying to put burdensome, distracting, saddening things out of my mind all day...keeping busy to avoid idleness...praying and reading at night until i can't keep my eyes open to keep from dwelling on said things (which, at times, takes hours)...only to have them permeate my dreams at night.
so it's all i can think about the next i ponder the multitudes of images and interactions i so vividly experienced while asleep.

maybe i'm doing something wrong. :\


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